It's true what people say..arguments are bound to happen in relationships
I find it silly but when it does, I find myself helpless in that kinda situation.

Insecurity is naturally instilled in me the way bad smoking habits are to most.
For the past few days,weeks even, we've been arguing all day long.
And not a surprise that I eventually got tired of it.
People change.Surroundings change.Most things in life changes & will keep on changing.
Even feelings..yes.My feelings.
It's been changing & changing for the better since I knew you.

I'm not too sure why but I know that you're not happy.
You're not happy that you feel you've lost every bit of freedom you have.
It was never my intention to grab all your attention from you,leaving your friends with none.
But I need to feel that I'm important to you.
And till the day that I actually feel that way, we'll always have these constant arguments we've been having.

When we argue, promises are broken,we lose self-control and never seem to bother how our partner feels.
I've been trying to give in on more than one occasion & on your part I know you've been trying hard enough to work things out.
But again, each argument escalates to an even bigger one.
When we're both blinded by anger, we lost all good judgements.
We hurl abuse,say things we actually don't mean,do things that we both know we hate.
And the saddest part is that, no matter how badly I want to stop arguing, I can never get through to you when you're mad.

I hate this b, I hate the fact that we're actually arguing every single night..
And it's for absolutely nothing..nothing at all.
And for the fact that I've been tearing each night before I go to sleep is just making me feel so helpless about the whole situation.

But even then....
I love you. And i needed you to know that.
Nothing else matters to me.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect



'what's even worse,is that we don't remember why we're fighting.
so both of us are mad for nothing,
fighting for nothing,
crying for nothing.
but we won't let it go for nothing,
no not for nothing
this should be nothing to a love like what we got

oh baby sometimes I know it's gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now?
cos I can't sleep through the pain

I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
and I don't want you to go to bed,mad at me'


:(

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