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Tuesday, April 8, 2008
shucks!! so little time,so much to do...my god! 2 days to absorb everything??i can't...lady, u know i can't.. even if i stayed up all night in the office i won't be able to do it...gosh.
anyways..back to the more important stuffs..hee..y do i keep thinking of him..?y does everything i do remind me of him..of us?just feels so restless thinking bout it...would anything ever happen between us?if I'd only knew..hmm..we will never really get what we want in life huh..that sucks.
n of course..a special dedication to Dad...will you please grow up, face up to your responsibilities n clean up your own mess?im barely 21 yet i have to go through all this...i can't be helping you out all the time..you know that...you jolly well know that... y can't i have a perfectly normal family just like anyone of you guys out there...i'm having a tough time at work n i still have to go through shits that happens in the family...sometimes i wonder...where did i ever go wrong...no matter how i try and stay away, you'll always be my shadow....for god's sake..i don't even live with you and yet i feel so troubled all the time knowing you'll call me up any moment to ask me for 'help'..what have you been doing Dad...?WHAT??! im through..im done...finished.
'tired..really really tired..'
9:10 PM;
